We've been together for an year and 3 months.. we first started out in him asking me out numerous times but me just turnin him down because right at that moment, i dont know i didnt like him that way. So he kept asking me for about 6 months, when i finally gave in and agreed. I dont know what happened, but i found myself really into him and i ndont know if its love, because when he was not around, i missed him alot and well you know routine. So anyway, it came 2 a point where i was like INSANE about him and didnt give his space and we broke up for the 1st time.. he broke up with me actually so he can have his space since i couldnt give it to him. After a week, he realised he missed me too much and we got back.. and well recently.. the things havent been good @ all..

I have a very bad temper, and its been the reason for many of our fights, and he made me promise to never lose my temper so else we're breaking up. So anyway an instance occured whne i found out he lied about his ex (he promised me he would never lie to me, ive caught him lying about things, nothing harmful, i just hate liars) and i threw a tantrum..and he was like pretending to be all fine, then when we got home he ignored my callls and he dint reply and i panicked, and he came online finally and he was like, "this is not working" and "i dont want this" and all.. and i know girls shouldnt (im a girl by the way, lol) beg or anything, i know that... but i begged and its not a the first time ive begged either.. people always tell me to let go, but i dont want to.. he loves me, i know that for a fact, because when my pc was busted, he went an brought me a laptop and he's only 20 and he had to work double shifts on 2 jobs and i know he loves me. Well anyway, i begged and he didnt agree at first because ive begged before he's like used to it, and then he said he would give one more chance, by the way, before i found out about the lies about his ex, we were fine.. more than fine.. he called me up just to say he loves me and you know... well anyway, now he's acting not himself.. he's giving me attitude and he's ignoring me most of the time and when we talk online and i say something that he doesnt want, he starts screaming and saying he's gonna go offline and he doesnt texts at all and its like he doesnt give a fuck anymore.. i know he's doing it on purpose.. because he's like that..  and i just dont know

i want him to be normal again.. just him to be how he was.. if he is this way because of me, he can change if i do something... so if there is anyone out there, please tell me.. please..

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